August 9, 2005 10:17AM (MYT)

My sweetheart - 9th Months Old Today
this morning babee left at 6.30am to the airport. You woke mami up at 6.45am to play. i thought you wanted to drink milk, i prepared but u turned it away. u cried when i put you down to the cot, then when i carried u, u placed your tiny little botak head on my shoulder. u looked sleepy but u tried to open your eyes to look around you, it was as if u knew babee was not there on your 9th Month old day. u cried somemore when i placed u next to me, then i heard you poo-pooed in your diapers...i knew that was the reason why u wanted me to carry.
i changed u, wiped and applied a thick layer of cream on ur bum as i noticed that the areas around the anus was blistered and red...poor baby...the excretion had caused the soar on the bum-bum...
i placed u back into the cot and u climbed up to see what's outside the window...u sang and baby talked for a while until your jut-jut fell on the carpet. you turned to look at me and mummbled something unclear like "cjet-cjet" and pointed down towards the pacifier. so cute...just as if u knew the pronunciation but just could not say it clearly...such a clever boy.
u smiled at me as u climbed, u kept turning back to see if i was there...at around 7.40am, u yawned so i brought u down to the kojong and u slept right a way in it.
(by the way, i can feel that u r lighter than your usual self this morning, after so much of excretion and water losses...i can understand...dont worry baby, it will all be over in matter of days..mami ho sum tung ah...)
Mami slept for another 40 minutes and proceeded to work after that...