dearie, dearie, where are you?
babee is going back to melaka today for a short meeting, so iasked if he can just bring you (renee) back. he replied me - saying he may not have time to go over to the house to see you. I exclaimed "what?" here i am missing my babies, dying to see them, there you are so near and you don't go see them!! if only i don't have to work! what crap is that! i don't know if i have over-reacted, but babee turned and said "i am going for work with other people".
mami have been missing u two since the day i went to bangkok, i sniff your pillows everynight before going to bed, i call out your names in the shower, i imitate your voices and words you say. i think men will be men, work is always more important to them. i would like to take atleast one of you back this saturday, but again babee said, let my mum see them for a while cannot ah? always with you all...
sometimes, i think i am confused. i cannot even provide sufficient love for the both of you, how am i to yearn for one more child and by then how am i to love all 3 equally? according to a.joanne's blog, she spends all her time with re and cuts off completely to shop, gym, party and etc...actually come to think about it, when you two are around, mami leaves at 4.30 from work, return to you, no gym on weekdays, no massage until its necessary and no going out on those days too...even if i were to go shopping, i will make sure i bring either one along and its usually on saturdays with AMD. later, i will go home to exchange for the other to go to the supermarket...so you know now how i tire myself out...hahhaaa but watching your smiles and hearing your laughters - its all worth while!
mami have been missing u two since the day i went to bangkok, i sniff your pillows everynight before going to bed, i call out your names in the shower, i imitate your voices and words you say. i think men will be men, work is always more important to them. i would like to take atleast one of you back this saturday, but again babee said, let my mum see them for a while cannot ah? always with you all...
sometimes, i think i am confused. i cannot even provide sufficient love for the both of you, how am i to yearn for one more child and by then how am i to love all 3 equally? according to a.joanne's blog, she spends all her time with re and cuts off completely to shop, gym, party and etc...actually come to think about it, when you two are around, mami leaves at 4.30 from work, return to you, no gym on weekdays, no massage until its necessary and no going out on those days too...even if i were to go shopping, i will make sure i bring either one along and its usually on saturdays with AMD. later, i will go home to exchange for the other to go to the supermarket...so you know now how i tire myself out...hahhaaa but watching your smiles and hearing your laughters - its all worth while!
posted by VP at 11:22 AM
2 Comments:
dont feel too bad. they kids are worth all our sacrifices, all our shoppings, tea out with friends, gym etc..... when you see them, you know its worth it. i know its worth me giving up all my leisure and pleasure cos when i am home with oscar, he is all i need....entertainment and excersice of course!!! running around chasing him ma.... :)
ahahah pls excuse billy again ... I understand how you feel.... I won't give you shits anymore ok .. I know that guilty feeling :P
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