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yesterday eko called me on my cell to tell me that ah ku had asked her to change you as he wanted to bring you back to melaka (he is going for work). he has never done this before, i thought?

i said no, as he won't be able to handle you in the car when you move about, unless he straps you down in the car seat, then i thought again, isn't that car seat a little too small and unmoneuverable for you? i hung up and the cell rang again, this time it was my sweet pea calling "mami, i want follow ah ku baba go back melaka, pless, pless". after 55 hundred plesss, i finally gave in and said ok, but you have to sit in the car seat and belt up. "Ok mami..."

at home AMD told me that you were so eager, you waited by the steps for ah ku to come down, he packed snacks, milk, choc, biscuits, water, tea for the journey. he brought Barneys, pillows and bolsters too. i called him when he was driving to check if you were alright, he said "she is fine la, can you stop calling, she is so behaved, she is keeping me company"

i called the melaka house so many times until i spoke to every individual in that house each time i called. i even wanted to call at 11.30pm to check on you again. but babee discouraged me.

i was so worried about you, i couldn't sit or eat well, the feeling was so stirred cum disturbed. did you know that this is the first time you have been away from mami eversince you were born? (i mean,away from seputeh home w/o AMD or myself, also first time sleeping in melaka w/o us) i received mms from unc martin, you were so happy...early this morning i made babee called home for you as i was ashame to call so many times.

sailo, mami has never worried-sick about you like that, its probably because you go back to melaka every alternate month. you are a strong boy, you can take care of yourself, but girls are a little vulnerable and always require more attention. please do not feel unequal as i love you both the same. looking forward to sniff both your heads and feet tomorrow when you two return!