a Monster came into my dream

this morning as i was at work, my precious daughter called me and said:-

Renee: "Mami, i cry cry, you die already...mami...you berdarah and die..."
Mami: (couldn't understand much as she was fast and shaky)..."ok, darling, really?"
AMD: "she said she dreamt that you were bleeding on the mouth and died...you better do some chanting" "she cried so much this morning, finally woke up and told us what happened"

Mami: (so touched and chanted while mum was still talking) "How does she understand what is dying all about?"
AMD: "ho cham ah kui ke yeong" "ham toh min sup sai" (very kesian her face, cry until face all wet)

after i hung up, i placed both my palms together - sincerely + full heartedly chanted "Nam Myo Ho Renge-Kyo" I asked GOHONZON to let me live long and let all that are in my family to live long too and lastly to all those that i know and not know out there to live long. to keep both my children and immediate family members out of any harm and allow me to see Renee's kids and my grandchildren...

i told babee last night that i may not want to bring Renee to Bangkok on the 15th of Dec together with all the aunties and uncles, he said "ok". but now after hearing this, i can't wait to spend another minute with her...i wouldn't consider any moments without her in my life!!! i want her to be apart of whatever i do wherever we are...(accept drinking and smoking) i cannot imagine myself not having them in my life and vice versa...