Distant
I have not been blogging since 18th of July, its the longest period that the blog has been left unattended and unupdated since i started blogging. i was not away nor was i too busy, it was simply because i had stumbled into the fact that i am 14 weeks pregnant and i am still finding time to digest this fact. mami love you two so much that at times i find it difficult to love you two equally or should i say fairly and now i am actually having a third baby? how to divide 33.3333333% of love among all 3 of u beauties? I shall leave that bit of worrying till 28th of Jan 2007.
Mami is planning to quit my job to spend more time with Reeve as I am afraid that you will be lack of attention when the newborn is here as i will be nursing the baby while jeje will be mostly with AMD and YAYA. i am so scared that you will develop the 2nd child syndrome, i do not want any of my sweethearts to be left out of attention and TLC.
Lately, i noticed that you have been extremely naughty and rebellious towards mami, everything that i hold or touch, you will snatch it from me and throw on the floor. You shout NO! at me when i come near you, you stare at me with alot of discontentment. You refused to let me come near you, you spring back eact time i reach out to hold you. at times i feel that, you don't even want to call me, the only time when i actually get to sniff and kiss you is when you are deep asleep or when u want to eat something i am enticing you with. Other than that, fat hope!
AMD and MahMah said its because i am pregnant again, kids can sense the newcomer and that is why they are repulsive...your adversions hurt me so much but i can understand why u r feeling as such. i dislike this distress signals that i am getting from you, renee seems to be alright, i guess she is old enough to understand and be happy for us as a family. i am repentant for this accidental pregnancy, there is really nothing mami can do now darling...i will walk hand in hand with you to pull you right through, i have no itentions of hurting you and jeje in any ways - love mami
Mami is planning to quit my job to spend more time with Reeve as I am afraid that you will be lack of attention when the newborn is here as i will be nursing the baby while jeje will be mostly with AMD and YAYA. i am so scared that you will develop the 2nd child syndrome, i do not want any of my sweethearts to be left out of attention and TLC.
Lately, i noticed that you have been extremely naughty and rebellious towards mami, everything that i hold or touch, you will snatch it from me and throw on the floor. You shout NO! at me when i come near you, you stare at me with alot of discontentment. You refused to let me come near you, you spring back eact time i reach out to hold you. at times i feel that, you don't even want to call me, the only time when i actually get to sniff and kiss you is when you are deep asleep or when u want to eat something i am enticing you with. Other than that, fat hope!
AMD and MahMah said its because i am pregnant again, kids can sense the newcomer and that is why they are repulsive...your adversions hurt me so much but i can understand why u r feeling as such. i dislike this distress signals that i am getting from you, renee seems to be alright, i guess she is old enough to understand and be happy for us as a family. i am repentant for this accidental pregnancy, there is really nothing mami can do now darling...i will walk hand in hand with you to pull you right through, i have no itentions of hurting you and jeje in any ways - love mami
posted by VP at 9:37 AM
6 Comments:
Gong Hei Gong Hei!
Gong Zhok Lei Yau Hei!!
Think I know how you feel, specially since you were not ready for this pregnancy. One thing though, as this pregnancy develops, you will definately feel lotsa love for the unborn child. So do not do anything you will regret later and embrace this new baby like you did with your previous pregnancies. I know we always have fear that the middle child will be left out... I have fear of that too.
I just know your 2 kids will warmly welcome their new sibling with open arms... maybe Reeve will need more time, as he is not as "warm" as Renee.
Congratulations!
Sometimes we think we tend to worry too much! Don't worry, take care ya!
congratulation! Don't worry u won't divide ur love to 3R's, u will treat them equally..and 3R's will receive the same love from u to them..
Don't worry... You'll be amazed at how much love you will have when the time comes. Hey, GOD has new babies born to him every second of the day, you know? But you'll still somehow feel and know that HE loves you best, right?
Love you.
congrats! yeah, kids can sense, my mom said in this case you must shower in water filled with flower! dont ask me why la. no worries, i am sure when the baby comes, kor kor and jie jie will be glad and happy.... take care and good rest...
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